binging on art books and a list :3 on top of which is GASPARD ULLIEL. Mmm. Nuff said yeah. i've spent the last four hours youtubing the guy *heart palpitations* close to perfect ^_^ oh yeah. i'm happy and sad at the same time. my muse matthias was dethroned, but the other sean o'ry is gay. it makes me really sad when my model crushes are gay. as if they aren't already unnattainable. sigh. oh well, i'm looking for your replacement sean, even though your lips are....gaspard!! get over here!!
oh my word. the last day le dernier jour, saw clips on youtube *MY EYES!! THEY BURN!!* guy goes and like breaks my heart in the end of the movie. i hate tragedies he can carry a movie with no words for sure. that smile!! my heart hurts, and i didn't even watch the movie. but guess what is like so lame! he was in pirates of the caribbean dead man's chest!! or so the reviews say. and me like the idiot i am didn't even watch part two the shame.
mmm hmm. yes. i need to cheer myself up somehow. i'm not stupid enough to try draw the guy yet, my hideous attempts are reserved for sean the bastard for abandoning womankind, yes, but he is still serving his duty as banner of manliness!
but oh gaspard, an amazing actor, gorgeous, humble, congenial and FRENCH?! my fellow ladies hop on over to youtube and behold for yourself
poor me. i'm already modelling bryce off of matthias and to discover gaspard who looks totally like his cousin or something is just like overwhelming. stamped into my psyche i tell you.